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[blake maddison english]

SOOOO, just so everybody knowsss why i haven't been active:

one - we had this big scare with my house. we were going to be kicked out by the end of november until something happened and the evil person taking our house away changed their mind.

two - school has been very stressful. i don't think i can say that enough. its all so sjaslkfjdlfk horrible. ugh.

three - relationship troubles. okay, the whole boyfriend/firstlove/takerofthyvirginity-of-one-year-who-dumped-my-ass-for-a-freshmen is slowly getting better. i have a new man who is crazy about me. but, he was talking to this one chick (my friend, ahem) about having sex with her while we were dating jhskldjkfg. so, thats been kinda taking a toll on my heart. ):

yeahhh but everything is workin out right now. so i'm sorry !

[nate alexander erickson]

wow i know how you feel with those relationship troubles....
i dated a guy in 6th grade (which doesn't really count, but anyways) like 3 times and then again in 8th grade and then in 9th....
9th grade i thought i loved him and then i found out he had sex/made out with a friend of mine... while we were still dating and then he broke up with me, but he made his friend/my cousin do it for him. sucked.... : /
but what sucks the most is i'm still friends with him and the other friend... weird right? but when you go to such a small school and i guess that's just the way it works at my school.

just thought i'd share that, haha

[blake maddison english]

awh im really sorry to hear that.
yeah. it's hard and weird but i'm a lot better now. :3
my school is medium i guess? idk. i don't go a day without seeing my ex and his pop tart girlfriend. it sucks. that was a whole big thing, but im over it. kinda. aha.